Prosa Sebatang Rokok

Ada daun menari dipetang sunyi

Terlempas hempas
Dalam prosa sebatang rokok
Drama klise pesta sunyiku
Sampai pada batang terakhir

Pada asap bercerita bara
Dalam lirih lirik bunyi nafasku
Mengintimidasi angin
Dalam debat kesendirian

Disuatu sore sempurna
Berkawan hasrat


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If

Consider I have kissed you!
With my eyes close
and your lips guide me
Define ecstasy?

Consider it love
with me driving on the front seat
Am I a slave or companion?
Define emotions?

Is it difficult to answer?
Is it difficult to say the truth?

Everyone thinks
I'll be better if I shut my mind
and let all the questions hanging

What is the question?


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Stupid Poem

Do you love me?
Just answer my question as simple as the
question!

Do you love me?
Why so much trouble just for a
question?

Do you love me?
Bullshit with all the sad songs and sentences!
All I need is just an answer for...

Do you love me?
Simply by yes or no
and all the consequence will be all on my side

What is this??!!
You respond a question with a
question!

What kind of answer is that!
Okay I will answer yours,
yes I love you!
and if I don't love you,
I will find the way to love you!

Now,
do you love?


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My Dilema

I always wonder what is my life would be
pass every crossroad
beyond every smile

I'm just another trash
maybe...

My madness,
My sadness,
My loneliness

I'm just another fucked up
perhaps...

Last night I had a delusion
Cockroaches eat my flash started from foot.
I shouted but no voices come out
I attained but no strength left


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My Heaven

Raindrops make a sea
water brings to an end
One day I saw it all

The Little miracle
just like a piece of heaven

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Gale

So this is how it is
Sitting all alone Night keeps falling
for all desires
mine are just to see your glance

The wind is getting strong
I put my body and my arms in this icy water
and it's lapping around me
Waves are breaking my fantasy of you
Thunder stroke and blind me

I cannot behold your name
without passion

Flight of imagination
keep warming me
in this wintry night
shall I illustrate what become greater than me?


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Pain

Do you not or do you
ever feel a squeal of pain
It is like burst from your chest
and perhaps could shred you apart
Your brain is malfunctioned
So is the heart

Every time you struggle
It's getting worse even then
All sad and all voluptuous
Deal happen between fury and common sense

What is the choice?
Hatred and all the joulousy
Killing me bit by bit

I cry
but I just let my self cry
Numb the pain Keep it real

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Affection

It was just one of those things
Nowhere to be found
With it, you will come back
my consciousness will no longer kept me alive

Every morning I run like a starving cat
Wish that you would come to feed me
But I know that you couldn't go further


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